Honey, there are so many stories I could share, but I wouldn't even know where to start. I have so many memories in my heart and I'm trying hard to have them help to ease this terrible lonliness I feel without you here beside me. Although I always admired the kind of man you were, what I think everyone remembers most about you was your ability to make them, and me, feel as if they were the only ones in the room with you when carrying on a conversation. You truly showed how much you cared, and did whatever you could to help ease anyone's burden. You never wanted to see anyone hurting....in any way. You had such strength and character, and you also had a tender, gentle side to you. There were so many traits in you that everyone respected. How I wish you were here with me so I could feel your gentle hugs and cry on your shoulder. I know we could comfort each other a bit with the pain of losing Mom. You know Mom loved you dearly, just as you loved her. You always said she was your Mom, in every way that counted. I am trying to find a bit of comfort, wanting desperately to believe that you and Mom are together now, having coffee and nice long chats. Just like you used to when she would visit and sleep over or we would go to her house and sit on the deck. And oh, how amazed she was when you would answer all those questions on Jeopardy. And how she let you think that she didn't know the answers...when in reality she did. But, that's how Mom was. And I remember when we went on that cruise with Mom and Dad and you hit that jackpot. Mom was so thrilled for you. And as you sat there waiting patiently while the attendents paid you, the very first thing you did was say to Mom, "here Bunny..now go have some fun. Just like you did in Atlantic City. How that thrilled her. Well honey, I'll write more when I can get my thoughts together. I do have one more thing to say for now... I just know, I feel in my heart, that when Mom crossed over into your world, I can almost hear you say "Hi Bun, not to worry. I'm here for you now. I'm going to close for now, but always remember that not a day goes by that I don't think of you....not a moment goes by that I don't miss you. I love you now even more than ever, and I always will. In my heart you will always be my husband...always be my one and only love. Rest well sweetheart and feel my hugs. And....give Mom a big kiss for me and let her know how much I will always love and miss her. Love you dearly my sweet angel. Your loving wife, Gail